Sarah = Birth Center

I know she told me that August was going to be a busier than normal month, that it has been. She got called out tonight (well since about 2-3ish) and I have no clue when she'll be home. Could be in 5 minutes, could be tomorrow morning at 7:30 like last time. I miss not having her around, considering that we've dated for 3 years in a long distance relationship up till marriage, it's still hard to see her go out the door and just not know when I'll see her again (even though I know at latest it would be 7:30) there is still that same "emptiness" that filled me every time I drove back down here from a weekend visiting her up in Sioux City. It's one of those things I just have to get used too. We've gone out and stuff, had people over and so on... But it just seems like whenever she gets off at work at the hospital she is always too tired to do anything and resorts to the bedroom. Whenever she has a bad day at work it condescends down onto me... I am not complaining or saying that I don't like this. I do, and if this is what love is, so be it, I still love her to pieces, there isn't a whole lot out there that could change that. I know she's working to support us as I finish up my last year at Washburn. Just sometimes it seems like she is sacrificing me over other things other than work (which is understandable). Perhaps I am whinny, could be a very good possibility... I guess I am just expressing myself. I love you Sweetie, I miss you too...